I never expected it, it was totally a miracle for me. Ever since my first MA in my first year, I had never seen a B, hardly even a C. And now, after more than a year, after so long, I got a B! I almost couldn't accept what I saw. Stunned. Totally stunned. And I was the very first person to see the results as Ms Erni put the result slip up on the notice board right before my eyes!
I have a few classmates who never failed any exams, some hardly. B might be the lower limit for them, and no one would ever know how much how much this B means to me. I failed four assessments in a row this year, and it really made me lost confidence. I used to be so confident with my academic performance since young. Yet, ever since the first time I failed, I had been constantly struggling and doubting if I would even make it through this course. And I admit that there were times when I regretted taking up this course.
You would never imagine how this lighted up my day. I was walking back from school, smiling all the way like a fool, with people staring at me. And as I reached my unit, I screamed and jumped like a kid! I was so so so so so happy!
And now, I think I've picked up a little bit of confidence, and much faith. :) I'm gonna give a good shot this last semester in UCSI KL campus, and hopefully my journey here will end on a joyful note!
